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[12 Sep 2006|03:29pm] |
Ok, so I'm wondering why I only ever get two things...
A boy who doesn't care at all,
Or a boy who cares a bit TOO much and backs me into a corner and makes me feel pressured.
Why no happy medium?! And what is better?!
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[11 Mar 2006|03:00am] |
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JUSTTTTTTT got a lift off the fkn MIGHTY BOOSH on their tour bus. yeah we did. me fran and ash. get innnnnnn :D xxxxxx
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[02 Mar 2006|02:11pm] |
I had the weirdest dream ever last night LOL but its only coming back to me in bits. I was on a school trip and Noel Fielding aka Vince Noir from The Mighty Boosh was my teacher (wtf!) and I ended up having an illicit affair with him and I kissed him cos we were last on bus and when he got off he was like "Yeah I'll text you in a couple of months" A COUPLE OF MONTHS what's that all about! Butttttt in other news I did meet both Noel and Julian on Sunday :D It was kinda fate too cos me and Gem went the pub and then some knobs TOOK OUR TABLE that we'd ordered food on so I started shouting at them and management came over and we were like YA KNOW WHAT FUCK OFF so yeah we left. And there was Noel and Julian outside :-] I sorta grabbed Noel I dunno why and I kissed him and then he grabbed me and kissed me back! Arghhhhhhh. Was good-o.
Also, my horoscope yesterday was really weird. And I don't wanna say anything yet cos I'll probably jinx it knowing my luck. But mergh. I hope something good does happen cos all i seem to be doing atm is fighting and working! Having said that, I'm going to the travel agents tomorrow to look at holidays for this summer with Gemma, Frances and Ash :-] MAJORCA HERE WE COME! And also going Leeds. In an 8 person tent. Woot i think.
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[10 Feb 2006|01:59pm] |
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This week has been absolute SHITE. To start with. Tuesday, took driving test again. FUCKING FAILED because I, and I'm not exagerating, slightly brushed the kirb when doing my reverse round the corner. Five minors, and I do thaqt and fucking fluff it. My bro did the same and passed. So yeah, CUNTS.
Went out Tuesday night, had the biggest falling out with Steph ever. And I've explained to most people what happened but for those who don't know basically she accused me of being a thief and stealing her purse because I was minding it, although I didn't want to, and it went missing. So OBVIOUSLY I must have stolen it. Because obviously it's alright to accuse your "best mate" of doing that. I'm sorry that her purse went missing and if it was just that then yeah I'd feel bad or whatever but the fact that she phoned my house and directly said to my Mum that she thinks I've stolen it takes the fucking biscuit. Her stupid bitchy plastic (ye as in mean girls) friend had in her MSN name "And they say only scousers steal- skank". So I think it's safe to say I am never, EVER, speaking to her again. If she'd just called me a name I could probably take it. But I'm not being accused of behing a thief by anyone, especially not a "friend."
So yeahhh, mates been cheering me up past few days :-] Going to see the mighty boosh AGAIN with Gemma and I'm off to London in an hour to go spend a few days with Hanne, Geesus and Sam. Going to Simple Plan tomorrow, hopefully will cheer me up no end :-] I'm glad I've still got good mates, cos lately I've felt so shit.
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New Years! Could you be arsed.
I'm probably exagerating there quite a lot as it wasn't soooo bad I spose..Well, went out Friday with Steph which was a bit dead so wasn't amazing then Sat just went to Dave's brothers GF's party, like nearly ALL the people there were total snobs. You could just tell looking at them, I mean me Gemma Dave Andy and Mike were like the "outsiders" and they didn't make us feel welcome. At all. So hmm, we kinda made our own fun but then after 12 it all kicked off bad stylee when this boy who was coming on to me quite a bit gave me some shitty purple VF or whatever they are, so I took it cos I was a bit tipsy. I gave some to Gemma and then next thing I know some flapjack is comin over to her shoutin "YOU'VE BEEN THROUGH MY BAG AND TOOK MY DRINK BLA BLA" and I was like woahhh sunshine, has she fuck, proper shoutin back at him cos I wasn't having him accusing then Dave came over and proper kicked off on him, sayin "If you want the 50p mate or whatever it cost you here it is, HERE HAVE A FIVER!" and nearly ready to smack him cos he was so rude, then Mike came over and was like "DON'T YOU SHOUT AT MY BROTHER" so you can see how it escalated!! THEN to top it off Mike's girlfriend was like to me "Can you not shout" at which point I wasn't even shouting and then she was like "You've already been rude to me in my house before when I asked if Gemma was OK" Which I can whole heartedly say was a complete lie as Gemma was even there when I was supposedly "rude" and I said "No, she's fine" in a completely normal tone of voice but she was just lookin for an excuse to pick on me, cos she seemed rather attention seeking and spoilt and cos she wasn't getting attention it pissed her off!!
So although a few nice people tried to persuade us to stay after that we just left because we realised they were a bunch of nobssss!! So we went Dave's for a bit then came hoooome bout 3!! EVENTFUL! It wasn't so bad though, I mean at least we *did* something this year and it was fun before some idiots let the ale go to their heads! But nay mind :-]
Sooo hmm on a different note I'm in a weirddd situation, there's someone I like but we've always just been like...friends so I dunno. I hate boys anyway but this ones different. Hmm. Anyways, I dunno what am doin this week, gotta revise at some point...will probably be out in the week/weekend. Peeps might be coming up to Liverpool, I dunno yet, we'll see!
Hope everyone had a good New Year and didn't get too wasted!! Much looove xoxoxoxo
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[17 Dec 2005|02:13pm] |
Welllll I know I never update on here. BUT. One thing has seriously pissed me off. & not so much for me, but for other people involved.
so id just like to say...
THANKS FOR COMING TO OUR CHRISTMAS MEAL, AND I HOPE YOU HAVE A LOVELY ONE THIS WEEKEND.
YOU BASTARDSSSSS.
thanks.
xxxx
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I hate being a girl. *grabs hot water bottle*
I also hate losing my folder in college and then nearly dying of a heart attack as it contains ALL my work for like..everything, then running around like a headless chicken and finally finding it and by this point having my nerves in such tatters that I pretty much smoked a whole packet of cigarettes. Dammit.
That's another thing, I cut back on smoking to a point and now everyone in college smokes so it's sooo hard. In carmel no one smoked cos it was full of geeks and goodie goodies but Roby's not (haa its in Liverpool) so I'm back on the ten a day or whatever. Not proud.
Aaaand I'm in a rather annoying boy situation that I can't solve....I thought this boy knew I liked him and he was pretty flirty back with me but now he's upset me and he doesn't seem to have a clue why, which says to me he had no idea how much I liked him! Which is kinda rubbish, cos I suppose I should say something but I dunno if I can bear the rejetion if he's like hmmm go away. Argh.
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Arghh wtf. I hate it when you like someone and you think they like you back cos they flirt with you all the time but you're never too sure...and then you act like a hopeless boon cos you sit and wait for them to txt you or to come online or just walk past you so you can act like a total spazz...God I hate boys.
Anyways. College today. I hate the way i have to make an effort with how I look for college now. but still. only in at 1 but I HATE the way im goin in at 12 just to see someone. arghhhhhh *goes insane*
Oooh and I got B+ on my English essay which was the highest mark in the class *does a jig* No one got A because we weren't meant to agree with statement we were meant to disagree then argue...but no one agreed...so yeah lol.
I hate acting like a TARD!!
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Grr boys are fucking confussssssssssing. what is theeeee point why do i even bother?! i tell myself im not gonna, that i hate boys and that im gonna become one of those old spinster women with about 50 cats and the rspca come and take away loads of them and when they come back to check up on me iv got about 100 more...ive probably thought about that too much. but thats besides the point. i fucking hate itttt every boy ive been with has treated me like shit and i cant see this changing in the future and its led to me branding every single boy with the same brush but i dont care. and it doesnt help that i like a boy that i might be going to see tonight does it! arghhhh. is it wrong to drink vodka before 12pm?! :-/
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[05 Oct 2005|03:40pm] |
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hffhh23 college is fineeee. lots of work. lots of drinkin. rararararara. i actually cant be bothered writing in here atm. when i can, i will. w00t. :-] xxxxxxx
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[26 Aug 2005|05:05pm] |
I went to a party last night and eeeek I am hung over :( The police came cos we were making too much noise lolol and I cant actually remember a lot else happening, oh yeah we got like threeee crates of wine and drank a lot of the stuff. Blerugghhhh!! Am off out tomorrow night too and then Sundays my partay! eeek.
Oh and hope everyone who got their GCSE results got what they wanted :-]
xxx
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[18 Aug 2005|04:30pm] |
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Oh yeah and I got C, C, D...clearly BOVARD cos im goin somewhere new in September anyway and I can't bloody wait :-]
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[18 Aug 2005|02:11pm] |
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Lately I have had the WEIRDEST dreams ever, it's proper freaking me out. The other night I had a dream I ate an omlette for tea, nothing weird about that I know but then the very next day we had omlette for tea and I swear we NEVER have omlette and there is no way I woulda known we were gonna have it cos my Dad only decided like 5 mins before he cooked it that we were having it...howwww freaked out was I?! Last night I dreamt I was in Big Brother hahaha that was fuuun aswell because I was friends with Science and yeah I fookin love him <33 Then my Dad told me he had a dream the other day that he saw his Dad (who is now deceased) in a card shop with some other people and he was really shocked to see him, asking him how he was and who the people he was with were and my Grandad was like "Oh, these are my friends now". My Dad told him he hadn't been very well lately and my Grandad said "I know cocka, but you'll be alrite" and he always used to say stuff like that. It really upset my Dad because he said it was so vivid and he was crying in his sleep and shouting Dad and stuff...he woke up and went to the bathroom and he was still crying but he said he just KNEW my Grandad was in there, like he could feel him behind him with his hand on his shoulder but couldn't see him and then he felt him leave. It's just soooo weird cos my Dad is like, the most sceptical person when it comes to stuff like that. So I really do believe it was my Grandad and Im glad he's looking after us!
This week I've been in Liverpool a lot just randoming around with Amanda, drinking milkshakes and shouting at fat heads muahaha. Last Saturday was fun we went to town in the day then me, Steph and Amanda went the pier I had some proper gaaaay wine which everyone said tasted disgusting...so obv I drank it hahaha met up with Stef, Jordan, etc and Ad and Kenny, someone had the genius idea of writing a message and putting it in the empty wine bottle and chucking it in the Mersey...haha I wrote:
"Dear whoever, I am stuck on an island in the mersey please help! My myspace is www.myspace.com/lozx and my telephone number is 07791136357 luv Loz! xxx"
Then we chucked it in the river, well I say 'we' Steph chucked it in with her spastic arm and Ad was like "That is the worst throw I have ever seen" lmao. She filmed it floating away <33 Then I tried to get Myspace pictures with old people at bus stops but they kept moving away from me, as if they knew what I was trying to do. Bastards. I'm sooo doing it on Saturday tho hahahaha.
It started chucking it down soooo bad like torrential rain so we all walked to Quiggins and went and sat in the Brook but I was fookin soaked no jokes, and cos I was tipsy cos I'd started on the cider I was splashing in alllll the puddles so my shoes were rank. Sat off in there for a bit then we went home, went on MSN Ad was like dya wanna come to a party so I asked Amanda and she was like yeeee so we went to Shaun West's house in Kirkby, by this time I was already well on my way to bein trashed and all I can remember is Amanda givin me beer, vodka, and whatever else...me bringing a snail in and being told to "GET IT OUT RIGHT NOW" lollll. Ad sawing the head of an ornamental squirrel...me singing to shit on the music channels and then walking to get a lift me walking off from everyone and Ad dragging me back, which forced me to smack him really hard which meant he had to carry me to the car cos I wouldn't budge...hahaha fun times!
I'm having a party at mine on Sunday 28th of August, free house, loadsa alcohol, musicccc all night partaying and hopefully countdown at 5am! I think Lynda and Sam are coming as well as like, loadsa people from Liverpool so tis gonna be aceee :-] My parents dont know though, so yeah there's always that element...haha well I was like, yeah I'm thinking of having some people round and my Mum was like Oh ok. SOME people. She obviously has no idea who I'm inviting hahaha. I CANT WAIT !!
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[05 Aug 2005|01:12pm] |
Soooo I hate boys. All most of them and I really have resigned myself from making any concenrated effort with them from now on because they are all WANK and not worth it. Why can I never not have a nice NORMAL boyfriend/ex boyfriend?! Urgh they do my head in. I'm gonna write down all the things I hate about boys and then maybe when I'm tempted to find myself liking another boy I'll refer to my list and be put off. What a plan eh ! ;-)
Oh, my nans been upsetting me lately :-( She's got dementia which basically means her state of mind is deteroating and she keeps thinking we're there when we're not...and telling me to shut up and stuff when I ask her polite questions. I know it's not her fault and there's nothing else we can do but it's upset me and it's really got to my mum lately. Old age sucks :-(
Sooo what have I been up to... No great shakes. Been town a few times, was fun the other day sooo many weirdos out made me chuckle. Tomorrow I'm meeting up with friends in town, goin the pier and then off to the krazy house at night for the all nighter, reallllllllly cant wait it's gonna be beast !! Getting my hair cut next week aswell, keepin the length but like shorter layers and choppier and stufffff, love gettin hair cuts always cheers me up !!
EEEEP I dunno who I want to go from BB tonight...Eugene is kinda entertaining in his own geek way...but then Derek is in his own way....bahhhh i dunno !
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CAN PEOPLE ON MSN NOT HAVE THE MAJOR PLOT REVELATION IN HARRY POTTER AS THEIR MSN NAME?! FUCKING CUNTS. WHATS THE POINT IN ME READING IT NOW, REALLY?! ARGHH IM SO PISSED OFF !!!!!!!!!
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Arghh I haven't updated in ages again. I do apologise I just keep forgetting and...blah enough excuses :-p My Holiday was OK, apart from my Dad ending up in hospital in Tenerife and thats where he is again now in England with suspected heart failure :( Worrying but he seemed alright when I saw him last night so hopefully he'll be fine. I was planning on going to London for the week but my Dad in hospital prevented me but I'm going next week so wooop! Can't wait to see everyone and tis Hannes bday so should be good fun!!
Saw Mcfly last weekend actually, was sooo craved but they still saw me and Steph and said hi lol I think they were shocked to see us hahaha. They shoulda known we wouldn't just give up on 'em!! I had fuuuuun anyways!
Really can't be bothered updating seen as my dog has just tried to bite my face off...nice isnt he? chuh!
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[25 Apr 2005|01:43pm] |
Anyways hmm what I've been up to...last week went out 4 nights haha I'm so bad! Got drunk like 3 out of the 4 nights too argh argh. Thursday was funny we stayed at Hex til like, 3am hahaha went to see hope for romeo, i die bleeding and lustcore trendwhores wasn't planning on staying that late but yeah had a few too many beers, 'stef with the f' was throwin up in the toilets while i was singing some song about alan...and wanking...to his face! oh lord lol. tried to persuade people to have a party cos it was aarons 18th but no one would :|
I was like "Mike you're having a party aren't you"
"No you've asked me that five times now"
"Oh Ok, Alan's having a party at his house"
"No I can't people are asleep"
"Oh ok, Alan's having a party in his garden"
"No I don't even have a garden it's just a piece of grass"
"OK PARTY ON ALAN'S PIECE OF GRASS!" lol twas funny.
Eventually got dragged home by Steph mwahaha went out Friday, rather not talk about that as it resulted in me being sick in the sink whilst Steph held my hair back, yes I was that bad. Then I was out Saturday too...Le Bateau as usual, whoever said it was shit when you're not drunk was absolutely right cos it was pretty pants but hey ho. Funny watching Dave dance on the dance floor though, when you're sober you can really appreciate the hilarity of everyone when they are wankered haha. Umm last night I didn't do much, obviously, and I'm probably out tonight aswell in Birkenhead cos I spent like fuck all on Saturday what with me being anti drink...which led me to the conclusion that I am boring when I am not drunk! So when I've forgotten about how ill I was on Friday I shall reinstatem my alcohol intake =D
Gonna go...shouldnt actually be updating in the library and should be researching psychology...hmm i've always been one to do as i'm told ;) xxx
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I am ill *sob* over done it on the partying/drinking front had minimal sleep since Friday night and now I am paying for it well and truely. Went out Friday and Sat...Sat stayed out *all* night and now I am like this all sleepy and cranky and shizz. Ehhh. To be honest I'm feeling quite bad about my general self and planning on making a change cos I am sick of it, sick of being me :( Don't think that I'm wanting attention cos I'm not I'm just really am fed up of how I am how I act and stuff. Most people who read this will be thinking what the fuck but honestly, in many ways I feel like I'm a bad person and I really dont wanna be, I really don't wanna dissapoint people anymore and most of all I really need to stop dissapointing myself. So yeah, hopefully soon enough the old me will be gone cos quite frankly being "me" at the moment sucks and if I could be anyone else I would. I need a cuddle and all I've got is my cat, she will do x
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Oh my godssss I'm updating again! I'm kinda bored/tired so felt the need xD Just had college again today...actually went and studied in my lunch break as opposed to sitting on the field watching Adam and Rhys duff each other up :| Was amazed at my own will power! Really tired though...can't believe how much all this work is taking it out of me, going out all over the weekend hasn't helped cos lack of sleep totally just creeps up on me, meh meh meh. Probs going out most/all of this weekend too cos Danni's up from Oxford so shes coming out with us Friday night, really dunno if I can afford to go out Sat aswell but it's really funny on a Sat night so I might have to...Sunday I'm going to another gig at the barfly I think and then I'm out some week nights next week so I am really gonna be fucked! Have like hardly any money for drinks but I think we might just pool our money on a bottle of vodka and drink it straight even though it makes me really ill haha kinda forgotten bout that now tho. Gonna ring up another college tomorrow about a different course I may consider taking in September which leads to a guranteed job customer services at Manchester Airport which would be cool and then the option of cabin crew, well anyway we shall see! I reckon I've babbled enough, I'm tired but I've got to the point were I can't sleep through thinking. It sucks.
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 | You scored as You're So Last Summer - Taking Back Sunday. You are "You're So Last Summer" by Taking Back Sunday. You are deeply in love - whether the person returns the feelings or not. You are overly emotional and will do almost anything in the name of love. You are a great friend to those around you because of your caring nature.
You're So Last Summer - Taking Back Sunday | | 90% | Too Far Gone - All American Rejects | | 85% | Feeling This - Blink 182 | | 75% | Cute without the 'E' - Taking Back Sunday | | 65% | Buried a Lie - Senses Fail | | 60% | Helena - My Chemical Romance | | 60% | The Middle - Jimmy Eat World | | 60% | Save Me - Unwritten Law | | 55% | Minority - Green Day | | 45% | Work - Jimmy Eat World | | 45% | You know what they do to guys like us in prison - My Chemical Romance | | 35% | Home - Three Days Grace | | 30% | Burnout - Green Day | | 20% | </td>
What emo/rock song are you?
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